Scales Moon

ily. irlydo.

2010-08-20T21:12:00.000-07:00

"But I tell you the truth, it is to your advantage that I go away; for if I do not go away, the Paraclete shall not come to you; but if I go, I will send him to you." John 16:7

"When the Paraclete comes, whom I will send to you from the Father, that is the Spirit of Truth, who proceeds from the Father, he will bear witness of me." John 15:26

"But when he, the Spirit of Truth, comes, he will guide you into all the truth; for he will not speak on his own initiative, but whatever he hears, he will speak..." John.16:13

"He shall glorify me." John 16:14

"He shall take mine and shall disclose it to you." John.16:14

"He will teach you all things." John 14:26

"He will bring to your remembrance all that I said to you." John.14:26

"He will bear witness of me" John 15:26

I did volunteer work. =)
Off to find more (:

Tired

2010-08-18T20:07:00.001-07:00

I struggled while cleaning my room. If you have been to my room before, you should know that it is no different from a scrapyard. Don't tell me about your room, I'm sure yours is neater. After I was done cleaning, I felt so tired ! I was never this tired before, I think I am sick.

Checked my email a few minutes ago and I was surprised to see an email from the Lions Home For The Elderly. Hey, its nothing much, but I want to help in any way I can. :)

Oh yeah, one more thing.
Be Veg. Go Green. =)

raising awareness

2010-08-16T09:22:00.000-07:00

What if life, is shorter than you think? - Khairul Anwar

Greetings everyone. That above statement made me wonder, what if I cannot fulfill desires in life? Pleasure is desire fulfilled right? I would like to live in a condo, I would like to have visit the Taj Mahal, I would like this I would like that etc.. When I think about it, how much time do I actually have? What could I do about it?

I soon realise that life is not just about yourself. Its not just about your happiness. Its not just about you living in this world, enjoying yourself. There are other people too. There are other people who needs happiness as well.

I am sure that everybody has his own preferences on what makes them happy. I guess its natural that for me, happiness comes when I help someone else. Knowing that someone will benefit because of my little contributions makes me happy. Its a simple concept. Make people happy, I happy also.

How many of us actually know about activities that can benefit others in need? There are numerous activities out there, we just have to look properly. I urge my readers, if you know of any activities out there, please tell your friends and family! Even if you do not like to help, some of your friends might.

=) Help raise awareness.

It has been a while.

2010-08-14T09:58:00.000-07:00

It certainly has been a while since I last posted anything. I was busy with school, I had to get a lot of A's for my daily grades so that I do not have to worry about failing for my Understanding Tests. My class in first semester was great. Yeah sure, other people have great classes too according to them, but I like the atmosphere when I stepped into my class. It is, very different. No, we do not make pointless noises to tell to other classes how great we are (like other classes :D). If only I was good with words, I can tell you the amazing characteristics of my class.

Now that the first semester is done, I have something to look forward to next semester. New class, new modules, meet new people. I have always wanted to meet new people, and experience being in different circles. RP gives that opportunity and I am very grateful for it. Its always nice to know a lot of people.

Be Veg. Go Green. =)

hellozx

2010-06-28T06:27:00.000-07:00

Weren't those pictures breathtaking?

I guess there are moments in life, that you feel that you have actually attain the highest level of a particular field. I had my moments, I thought that there was nothing else that could top some things. I was wrong. Recently I found something that has made a great impact on me and my friends' life & preferences in life. We believe that there is nothing that could top the things that we found, and we have yet to be proven wrong.

What I realised from this, is that things can keep on improving. Even when you thought that you have achieved/attain/found the highest level of excellence/brilliance/awesomeness, there is room for improvement.

What have we got to lose if things can be improved.

---

My com spoil ! :(

wow!

2010-06-25T22:42:00.000-07:00

haha

2010-06-10T02:47:00.000-07:00

People complain about how when they are being nice, they are taken advantage of. They will start to whine here whine there, and say something like "im not going to be nice anymore!" . They refuse to continue being nice. What? You're going to quit halfway!? haha.

This is part of the challenge of being nice. If you quit halfway and refuse to not continue being nice, you have failed obviously. You are unfit to be nice, you have no patience. Then there are those who agree with the ones who complain, and start bitching about human beings. *facepalm*

Hey readers, you should watch Kamen Rider 555 and Gransazers. Its fun not just because of the fighting, but you should watch it because of the storyline. 555 is really good! The storyline/plot/story/whatever is amazing. Granzasers too!

I am currently playing PS2! On PC! With PS3 controller! Hehe.
Playing Kamen Rider Climax Heroes and Final Fantasy 12. The best FF so far! No romance/love story in ffxii, go play it!

bye

happy birthday

2010-06-05T07:28:00.000-07:00

Friday was the best. I went out with Hilary! I miss her then and now. hehs. (L)
Today went out with Rascal. We ate at Segar restaurant, I was not satisfied because I ate so little.

I recommend songs from Post-Rock/Shoegaze genre, truly amazing and inspiring. Calmness and syiok.

I can't wait to go out with Hilary again. Miss youuuu so much. =)

2011

2010-05-31T07:30:00.000-07:00

I wait patiently for next year. Finally - Decade.
Decade x Double.

My dekstop. hehe.

click, make it bigger, and see clearly.

bye.

whatt

2010-05-08T22:37:00.001-07:00

Recently, there are a lot of statuses in facebook about having low self-esteem, being a pessimist, being evil, vulgar. There are cases where they say FML. haha. Well, we should not interfere with other people's problems.

I have a lot of ideas waiting to explode!
Catch me on the underground scene soon!

:)

Yawn

2010-04-24T10:22:00.006-07:00

Yes.

The dreamy, floating effect.
Accompany me on for one night, June holiday, and we'll sleep by the beach.
I love it.

Yes.
Listen and dream. Listen and float.
Listen and be mesmerized.
Listen and let it take over.

I love Alcest's Ecailles De Lune (Part 1).
Its also called Scales Moon.

We'll listen by the beach. Accompany me for one night.
I love it.

What I Love

2010-04-18T03:14:00.000-07:00

Greetings.

I hope all is well.

If I want to create music, I do not wish to be called a musician. Instead, I would like to be a musical genius. What defines a musical genius varies for everyone. The members of Muse are regarded as musical geniuses because of their songwriting and their ability to make people 'float away' when listening to their music. For me, when a musician succeeds in making their listeners 'float away', that makes them musical geniuses.

What exactly is 'float away'? I called it 'high', for lack of a better word. 'Starlight', the song from Muse, is one song that can make people 'high'. There are not many musicians today (in the past as well) that can do that. That's why I call those who succeed in making their listeners 'float away' true musical geniuses because its so rare to have music like these. For some, Muse' music may not make you 'high'. Similarly, there is my favorite Extreme Metal band who mixes elements of Post-Rock and Extreme Metal to carry their listeners to some wonderful imaginary land far far away. Not all is for all.

So tell me, what are some of your favorite musical geniuses? Please share the title of their music and also the name!

I love this picture. Cute and beautiful.

II XXV V - Bye

"Not all is for all." - Luqman Hakim

Blk 811, 8th floor

2010-04-16T20:51:00.001-07:00

There are not many things scarier than living under a haunted unit. For over 10 years living in this block, I have heard strange noises, stories and all things beyond belief.

When I first moved in, seventh floor seemed very nice for me. The neighbours were friendly, the view is just nice and everything seemed alright. Soon after, neighbours started to talk about the 8th floor strange happenings. When I moved in, my upstairs neighbour moved out. The house was vacant for about 2 months. During that 2 months, weird noises can be heard from my room. The weird noises were definitely from above. I cannot describe what exactly are the sounds, but it sounded like anklets... Some nights I kept hearing them. I soon began to ignore the noise and treated it as if its just another normal sound.

Over the years, families moved in and out, that time I really do not care about all the matters upstairs. Then, last week, I heard stories from my neighbours about one of the family members being possessed every night by a demon. Then I remembered about the noises I heard every night, anklets (yes, again!) and movement of furniture. I need to confirm this, so I waited till nightfall and began listening closely..

BOOM! It sounded like a head had dropped and fallen flat on the ground. I was frightened. The anklets were there again, dancing to my fast pounding heartbeats. I heard chantings and a voice so demonic it was unreal. It seemed that my neighbour was being possessed and it wants to come near me.

of course, this is fake.
whatever.

Crazy, they call me...

2010-04-08T12:10:00.000-07:00

I wont type in super duper power words to enhance and show sophistication in my post because I know that simple English is the best. People will understand.

"Okay, I recently shared a secret openly, and only 3 believed me.
The others called me crazy.

I know it seems so fake, but trust me on this one, its real.

I got super powers.
Yes, now some of you will start calling me crazy.

For those who don't believe me, I suggest you stop reading, because the next few lines are either going to make you laugh, or hate me. =/

Okay, now that I got my powers, what do I have to do with it? Am I destined for greatness? Or this is just simply a minor technique that does not involve anything major at all? Do I have to help anyone with it? I am now not able to fully grasp my powers, but I'm sure very soon, I will manage. This is beyond belief."

-whatever-

2010-03-09T19:40:00.000-08:00

The hardest thing about laptops is finding the best cheap gaming laptop.
I only know so much about the graphic cards of laptops. I should just get alienware m11x. although the screen is so small, but its lightweight and its a good gaming laptop. Can play BFBC2 !

But I play games on the PS3. Laptops/desktop is LAN gaming.
Yay. by tomorrow my house will be SAFRA/LAN house.

Any of you want to come by and play?
Games available :

[Bioshock 2]

[Diablo 2 expansion set]

[Fallout 3]

[BattleForge]

[Borderlands]

[Battlefield Heroes]

[Starcraft 2]

[Divinity II : ego draconis]

[Mass Effect 2]

[Dragon Age : Origins]

[LEFT 4 DEAD 2 HAHA THE BEST GRAPHICS IN THE WORLD THE BEST GAMEPLAY EVER! HHAGHA]

Battlefield : Bad Company 2 superb game

Of course there are many many many many more games!
Bring in your own laptop and you will only need to pay $0.50 for the game!
If you want to play here (limited), you will have to pay $1.oo per hour. Call in early to book your seat and time. Food and drinks are free!

haha

2010-03-07T23:00:00.001-08:00

Welcome back!

I have a lot of things going on. Update soon.

My solo trip =)

2010-02-17T13:19:00.001-08:00

Okay, this was just now. I was bored, nobody can go out cycling. So I went myself. Enjoyable, 1.30am - 5am.
I went to the cemeteries, the lakeside park (pic not taken), the empty flats at Taman Jurong.! The location yang buat aku gentar sikit eh is at taman jurong the flats. like got ppl living there, but also like no ppl living there.?

[hmm. Smells like teen spirit.]

[mcm phm lagi.]

[NEGA WORLD]

[aik, mcm phm again.]

Hafiz, Achit and Me trip

2010-02-17T13:09:00.000-08:00

All pics of Hafiz Achit and me cycling here.

[Kamen Rider Double Sect leader!]

[Photography~] mcm phm.\

[This picture have meaning.]

[This picture no meaning =X]

[Nega World Hollywood!!!]

[The black spots are the wandering souls of dead ants. hehe. ape je.]

[this pic nice ah. tyty]

[i managed to get a shot of the Kamen Rider living in this Nega World.]

Favorite part of the place!

games

2010-02-07T05:46:00.000-08:00

One of the many reasons I love about RPG games is that, we have moral choices. We can choose to be good or bad. I always choose to be bad, because I love being a villain in games. Then there are times when you are, really connected with the game. Sometimes you cannot bear to choose the bad choice believe it or not. That means it is a good game. haha.

I cant really choose renegade actions in real life. I have a heart. Real life and games are two different things. In games, I can do many things like killing my Dad, spouting vulgarities at my Mom, but in real life I dare not. Or, a simple thing like when a rude guy shouts to you in game, you can choose bad actions but in real life I simply can't.

I simply can't. because I care too much. I have a heart.
hehs.

Vulgar and Badwords

2010-02-03T10:13:00.001-08:00

I noticed my not-so-close friends are really vulgar.. They used vulgarities like as if its nothing, its norm for them. Not only on the Internet, in public too.

I know that this is beyond our control, and we cannot do anything to stop them from using vulgarities. We have to be patient, to smile =) and avoid using these badwords. I do not care about myself, but I'm concerned about the people who cannot tolerate vulgarities in public. Actually, almost all cannot tolerate vulgarities, even those who keep using badwords will find it distasteful. I stopped using vulgarities because I know strangers do not like to hear these words, and I see no use for it. Maybe, to help most of you to stop scolding badwords unnecessarily (got times when there is a need to kah?? hehe) you should stop thinking about yourself and start thinking about other people's feelings and impressions towards you. =) if you do not care about other people's impressions towards you, then you need to stop saying 'dont judge me if you do not know me'. hehe. i make sense. =)

bye.

why

2010-01-30T09:53:00.000-08:00

Why should I care, if you look like you don't care?

Because I always care. If I don't care, that's not me.
I care too much maybe. But isn't it good to care too much?
=)

Im an RP boy

2010-01-27T05:19:00.000-08:00

Republic Poly. One thing I dislike about Republic Poly is all the negativity it gets from people who haven't had any experience in this polytechnic at all. People who are from secondary schools, or nosy neighbours that keep pestering us about the silliness of our choice to get into RP. I cannot control them, I know, so I have to be patient and smile. hehs. But, think about it. You were not from that poly, and you are only repeating things from word of mouth. Plus, you take things from students who did not do well in Republic Poly. haha. =)

To those who did not get their first choice, or suddenly went to some poly that you dislike, be thankful at least you get into Polytechnic. Close friends of mine are dying to get into Poly, but they were not successful, and your attitude towards what you 'unfortunately' got disgusts them. It is not disgusting to me, btw, because we have to smile, be patient and calm about things. hehs. Also, I was given two rows of polytechnic courses which I were eligible for, and I got my first choice. =) Not something to brag about, but I am thankful for what I have now. Going to be in CNB anyway. =) For those who got a lottttttt of courses and yet did not get their choice, too bad. Really, can't do anything except to appeal, and appealing is troublesome you have to be patient and be grateful for whatever comes your way. =)

I would like to say congrats to Luqman and Daniel for being patient with what they have, and they had no complaints whatsoever. They were thankful with what they have, and are slowly working their way to the top. Its a step, all we need is patience. Patience, plus other bonuses like determination and willpower to achieve what we all want. =)

Leslie and I are going to the same Poly! Its going to be fun. =) byebye.

im a musician today

2010-01-26T00:01:00.000-08:00

Sorry about the last post, I get so worked up and do not understand why most people have to be racist. What divides the races? hehs. For me, I don't care about my race, its jumbled up anyway hehs. Indian or Javanese who cares... 'we are of the human race'. yeah. hehe.

I recently discovered a new acronym, smh. Smh. What is that?! So I googled it and found out it was Shaking My Head. Its a new trend for the N4G.COM 's users to use something like that when they found out something really stupid. hehe. Smh.

Last week, on Friday, my class had a BBQ at SAFRA. It was a great event as I long time did not see my classmates. Some couldn't make it, others had to leave early, but its good to see most of my classmates again. Fun, and always noisy... A lot of boys I realised.

Okay, time to go.

Im bored for today

2010-01-24T09:30:00.000-08:00

I went to a seminar earlier today, and I managed to write down everything the host said. His name is David Liang, and he calls himself a wise man. Im not sure if what he says are even true, but you might learn a thing or two from this guy. Here is his talk in full :

"Are you a racist.?

Hi, my name is David Liang, and I am here to talk about Racism. You all have paid good money to listen to this talk about racism. Are you all racist? Or are you all unintentionally racist? I come here today, to talk about this in full detail.

Im sure all of you will agree that when you see a foreigner slacking in Jurong Central Park or any place with green trees, you will immediately notice and the first thing that comes to your mind or pops out of your mouth will be something racist. For example, 'bangla'. Why is this automatic for some? I'm sure for other races, like Chinese or Malay or Indian, it will be much slower to register to your mind about their race.

Maybe this is strange, but I do not think so. You are all saying like that because you do not want them in this country. Its true, its not bullshit. You will always complain about them overcrowding Jurong Point or the MRT stations when its public holiday. You will complain about their body odour, when clearly body odour is not bangladesh-exclusive! Every single thing they do, you will comment, because why? Because you already condemn them from the start!

So how do you ask? How to overcome this barrier? Its all up to you. Ask yourself this, are you willing to change? Are you willing to love everyone? Can you even do that? We all have been brainwashed by the media. What comes to your mind when I say "Terrorist"? You will probably think of a bearded man, wearing a white turban and preferably a Muslim. Am I not correct? Then, for some its even worse! They even think that all Muslims are terrorist and are ordered to hate and kill. The first step to not being racist is to stop being so ignorant.

Step 1 : Stop being ignorant. Learn from your mistake. Learn what other race/religion/culture do in detail, and stop being so impulsive and jump into conclusions. No need to learn, just stop making yourself look so stupid. Racism makes you look immature, makes you stupid.

Step 2 : Smile, love, and be friendly. Stuck in a lift with a Bangladeshi worker? Stop complaining and start smiling.! If, he does smell due to his body odour, you must remember that it is a HUMAN THING and not a BANGLA THING! Stop being racist, its so childish its unbelievable.

Step 3 : Stop the HATE! Have you ever ask yourself why you hated other race so much? Is it because of their noisy home? Or is it because of their broken family? Wake up!!! Its not a RACE ISSUE, it doesnt run in the RACE! You stop being so ignorant.

All these simple steps ensure that you will not be racist anymore. Racism is a bad thing. Always remember that we are of the HUMAN RACE. There's this new rule right? For new babies they can start changing their race? Well change it to HUMAN RACE.

That's all. You're money's worth.
Thank You and Bye."

Wow, his speech is really awe-inspiring. We are of the HUMAN RACE. Personally, I do not care about my own race. I don't care about races, seriously. Because I am part of the HUMAN RACE, we all are. =)

Today, im an artist, and this is my short bio

2010-01-24T05:07:00.000-08:00

Do you like the feeling of being ignored? I do not like it, but that's where I get my inspiration to write music. The feeling of being ignored, feeling down and waiting for something... I channel all these into my music. I write neofolk/atmospheric stuff. I can say that its really going well, im lucky that Achit likes the same type of music.

I can say for most that when people who listen to Black Metal for a long period of time, they will eventually go to something soothing, something more melodic yet heavy at the same time. They will explore many other different genres, and they will come to a genre where they will be most comfortable with besides Black Metal. For most, they find comfort in NeoFolk and Ambient music, something totally different from the raw noise of Black Metal. Yet, they enjoy both different types of music. This is called, evolution. haha... Yes it is. They have evolved to enjoy and appreciate something much finer, something that only geniuses can come up with, something that makes simple things soooo nice.

For me, I have always been a fan of Black Metal. Although I do not support the lyrical themes, I love the music for its vocals and the playing of the instruments. A year ago, I found something that totally changed my passion for music. Its called Agalloch. They came up with masterpieces each and every time, and never failed to play me to sleep. The music is so gooood, that I have to learn how to play them.! But unfortunately, I did not have any instruments at all. But, there was a miracle about 2 weeks ago, when I scavenge the study room for something, I stumbled upon an acoustic guitar! I was overjoyed, and quickly told Achit (my teacher) and he taught me Agalloch stuff. Its simply amazing.

Right now, I'm perfecting a song i'm making with Achit. We have to thank Agalloch for the wonderful inspiration to help us make good stuff, also not forgetting Godspeed You! Black Emperor's amazing song East Hastings. These bands are really worth looking into, as they helped us a lot in making good music.

mcm phm, tapi ade betol sikit.
=)

im a counsellor for today again

2010-01-22T23:48:00.000-08:00

Somethings might be important to you, but not to others. Somethings might be urgent to you, but not to others. There is some reasoning that you want others to know, but you do not want to tell them. For example, I have this origami piece that is important and dear to me. I want to give it to, lets' say Achit... I plan to give it to him before the start of his busy school life, where it is almost impossible for us to see each other. But he's always busy with things and cannot meet to get this origami piece. Dragged and dragged until the start of his School life... Somethings, some events are important for you, but not for others.. Do you even care about the recent Sultan's death? Some people care, but some people don't.

I just read from a friend's blog about the term I Love You. According to her, its overrated. Its been used widely until it has no significance. For me however, I don't abuse these words. I do not say to my friends 'I Love You' every time they give me something.. I just say 'thanks' and they will feel appreciated, and they will know that I care. 'I Love You' is for someone special to me. It is reserved for the person whom I love the most =). I don't go around saying I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU to everybody. It just destroys the significance.

im a boy for today

2010-01-21T06:24:00.000-08:00

If you have the time to spare, and you can welcome any new music, play the video and listen to this masterpiece by Agalloch. Sweet blend and flow of all the instruments, and the vocals are really amazing. Listen with earpiece better..

Today is Luqman Hakim's birthday.. happy bday.

im a counsellor for today too

2010-01-20T07:58:00.000-08:00

I walked at Boon Lay Bus Interchange just now, and noticed one thing missing... Remember the old interchange where there were Tv's attached to the ceiling and it tells the approximate time of the next bus? Yes, we don't have those Tvs anymore... i just noticed.

I went to Changi Airport just now to see Yee Leng off to Australia. What was really touching was that when it was time for her to go, she criedd and hugged her mother like no tomorrow. I was tearing, but managed to held back some tears. That part was really emotional for me, because I was imagining what it was like to be in her shoes when suddenly she did that.! Wow

2010 is a great year for PS3 gaming. of course, i don't just care about gaming. hehs.

Luqman Hakim is great. He is the boss. He is the best of the best. He got A2 for English, beats most of the people. =( *can put the gun away from my head now... pls?*

Im a counsellor for today

2010-01-19T04:21:00.000-08:00

If only everybody is patient. There are times when you need to hurry up, 'like saving someone from fire', but there are times when you do not need to be impatient at all. For example, if you are walking and there is someone in front of you who is walking really slow, you have a lot of choices. A lot will be like, 'haiyo, move so slow!'. But you can choose, either ask politely or just go with the flow. We can avoid conflict this way.

Patience has helped me to avoid conflicts. Just a few hours ago, I was walking back home from a lesson, and there's this fierce-looking teenage man in a coffee shop who bumped into me purposely. I can feel it, it was really on purpose. He stopped and turned to me, unhappy. But, I was patient, and smiled at him. The look on his face was priceless, he smiled awkwardly. Being me (hehs), I tried to be more friendly with him and shook his hand and apologised. His hands were really big and rough, but I was not intimidated. He nodded with a true-er smile now, and we separated there. Like a love movie. haha. That was love yeah.

Friendly and being polite i think, comes naturally when you are really patient. I am not talking about being friendly with friends.... Im talking about being friendly with strangers. Being polite to them. Its really magical, because it is kind of contagious. At the coffee shop just now, there was a man who stared at me from a distance. When I looked at him, he was still staring! I was a little bit shaken, but I managed and smiled. Oh wow! He smiled back, surprised (yet again). It really warms my heart, and it should have warmed his heart too. A few days ago, there was this elderly woman who walked alone on the roadside. I just went up to her and said 'Hello!', and did her face lit up! I talked to her about my O Level results, and she talked about her grandson's education. She was never to be seen again in my neighbourhood. =(

Being angry and have bad temper. haha. This a bad disease yo. It can make people dislike each other, it can mean long years of friendship *poof* just like that. When someone is angry towards you, I don't think you should react back by being angry with that person. Its like destroying both of you. Soo, the best way to resolve this problem is to find out the problem, be patient (always, very important tool) and talk things out. Or you can just talk things out by smiling, thats good.! =) Oh , I remembered being very angry towards Diyana haha it was a joke during sec 4 i threw the chair around . i hope you know its a joke, i told you alr?

What I'm saying is, being patient is the best thing that you can do for yourself and others around you. Of course, there will be people who will ignore being patient and just care for themselves. I think the first step to being patient, like really patient and having really good self-discipline, is to not just care for yourself but to care for others as well. Not just the elderly lady who falls flat on the ground and only then you want to help, but really, the care must be there.

im your counsellor for today.
and practice what you preach. =)

Also, cant wait for BBQ on friday with 4E7 im so impatient! /jk
haha.

2010-01-02T20:08:00.000-08:00

happy birthday achit

went to khiriah bbq. ok good.
need to go home early as brother bought something game-related.

cant wait for 2011.

hmm, mcm sengaje je die ni. haiya

2009-12-24T03:30:00.000-08:00

yesterday went to Vivo City with Rascal. Saw nasri there. he don't know why I with Rascal. to put it simply, im not with kaki gereks thats for sure. to put it in different way, i was with them for so long already thats why i said have you been living under a rock or something. also went to Henderson Wave which i dont want to go again cos its painful to go up there.

got some amazing ideas after i went to henderson wave, i was thinking of putting it into action next wednesday. but i dont see it coming cos something's completely crushed! its delicate, red, and pumping. i want to throw my fon away too like useless now, rarely msgs go in and out not like how it used to be.

playing games used to make me happy. now it doesnt. i watched hell kitchen season 6, easily the best season ever, was happy when i was watching it.
cant wait for |voyeur!| to shine

2009-12-16T07:05:00.000-08:00

i went to BBQ at ECP with Rascal. It was quite enjoyable.. Then, there's this middle-aged guy came to us without wearing clothes, and showed some of his skills on the guitar. He is quite the sad man actually, his tales brings tears to my backside. But he shared a great info that's worth looking into though. after all that i went home with Telor. always go home with him. last time at sentosa also.

I cannot go anywhere near sea water sometimes. I got terrible headaches when i go near sometimes. maybe high blood pressure lol. vartevar. have you checked out |VOYEUR!| ? great techno band.

anyway....

T.T

xoxoxo

2009-12-14T04:13:00.000-08:00

i did something good, but there was no certificate i realised.1 haha.2 i dont want say what good thing i do, best keep it private.3 haha... jaymien pm so funny.4 yesterday i played L4D2 on LAN.5 graphic and gameplay was mediocre, maybe below average.6 im not saying this just because of Valve, but because I have been exposed to better games.7 empty and bored to tears.8 going to bbq this wednesday, hope its fun, and nothing wild lol.9

fun, funny, enjoyable, LAN-able, WAN-able lol.
can play with friends. www.battlefieldheroes.com/
and free.

2009-12-08T09:49:00.001-08:00

rawr.

Vassup

2009-12-04T08:14:00.000-08:00

Soon I will make a new blog for all my work progress. hehe. but right now, im going to be uploading some screenshots on what's done for my game. Only like, 4% done total? Anyway the screenshots that are here only represent a little of what I had done, I had done a lot actually (ask the testers).
These may or may not be in the final game. =)

[Title Screen. A picture of Mr.Rahim to prove to the testers that I made the game ._.]
[We continue by clicking NEW GAME.]

[Shortly after selecting NEW GAME, a cutscene will be played. In this screenshot, its Sang Nila Utama talking.]

[If any of you are interested, Sri Pekerma is actually the son of Sang Nila Utama. So in this screenshot, we learn that the son is turning against his father. Please take note this is not your history lesson! This is partly fictional!]

[The Sultan will ask who are you. You will enter your desired name. The default name is Paduka because I could not think of anything more 1300-ish.]

[Sri Pekerma summons monsters!]

[This shows that the guards are moving behind. Its an autorun process, cos its a cutscene!]

[This shows a scene where the monsters' attack the guards!]

[Shortly after the cutscene, you will be transported to someplace. Kind of tutorial place.]

[You will meet the in-game-God, Divine Angel. You will fight alongside the Light Forces.]

[Transported to Jurong West! Beware Jurong West is big in size, even in-game!]

[Signboards are interactive.]

[Chatting with citizens can trigger side-quests. There are choices though, however sometimes the choices you make you cannot undo.]

[In this game, almost everything is interactive! The spilled wine, the flowers and even the fireplace!]

[This shows a one of the shop merchants selling Old Jamu and Herbal Jamu. haha.]

[Also I have not forgotten about my friends. There are many of your names inside this game, so when you play it (release this FEB!) you will giggle to yourself la. haha.! Here, Swan has his own knights!]

And hey. Check this music out! Space Travel (Intro). made by me, actually wanted to put in-game but dont want haha.

Take Care! More updates soon!

blah blah

2009-11-17T13:42:00.000-08:00

im going to change my blogskin soon..

okay, i have no money.. So what i did with no money is I watched films that are so interesting i almost burst into tears.. XD.. okay, let me share with you the first show that I watched yesterday, it was sooo shocking..

From IMDB : Documentary about Father Oliver O'Grady, a Catholic priest who was relocated to various parishes around the United States during the 1970s in an attempt by the Catholic Church to cover up his rape of dozens of children. For some there's no such thing as salvation...

The moment I see the cover, I knew I had to watch it..! Remember it only represents a very very very small percentage... Its the same for terrorists okay? very very very small percentage.. I dont like people who say small percentage represents the whole lot.. no no its wrong.. anyway if you want to see this film, get ready to be shocked cause it will touch you..! ive never seen any kind of film as crazy as this...

k i update more soon

tings i want after o level

2009-11-13T19:32:00.001-08:00

grr.

eat hilary teriyaki chicken
work with luqman on our book
buy and play Battlefield Bad Company 2
Learn Norwegian language
develop psychic ability
learn all martial arts
do volunteer work, anything.
buy new graphic card
Complete developing game
Complete my games
read and complete my books that i bought

hmph.

mmm. im going to die!

2009-11-08T10:52:00.001-08:00

You have to click to enlarge.
look at the time.!
look at the scripting!
hehe.
bored.
hilary.... where are you..!
i mean, im watching Scooby-Doo, where are you the old movie one... nice nice!

away

2009-11-07T09:26:00.000-08:00

sorry if I have not been updating frequently. But I am working on a project now, im making a game. An RPG game. That's right ladies, the one genre that you love. its 2d RPG, not some sick 3D RPG like FF-12.!

So yeah, Im going to be away and put a lot of effort in this game Im making. After finishing the product, I'm going to let you guys play it. Confirm long hours need to make this game so please be patient! If possible, you can also donate to me now or after you played to support and encourage me!

Updates in the future!
Bye bye!

edit :
+ well, ive gone through 4 hours and the outcome so little!
- Did a few maps.
- Completed doing 1 side-quest. Took me an hour. LOL!

thats all i tink. under 4 hours.

torture

2009-11-02T18:58:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was a real torture... I stayed in school for 3 hours before someone saved me. It was raining, and I cannot touch a single drop of rain if not I sick like crazy... So I stayed in school, was bored to tears. When it was 5.30pm +, then it was quite fun. The school was soooo dark, the canteen was crazy dark, the rain helped to make it scarier. So I explored the school, I went to Sec 4 classes, but there was nothing... Actually I explored to find umbrella la. But nothing. Then Hilary came to save me. thank you thank you. The funny thing is, after I put down the phone, got like 2 teachers - one offering me a ride home and the other want to give me umbrella. thanks.! =.= Then when Hilary came, the rain stopped. WOW!

For Social Studies, I only studied Globalisation thoroughly and that came out. yippee. But I remember yesterday was so tiring I can hardly open my eyes... Torture!

Okay I want play game. byee.

The Great Misdirect

2009-11-01T11:13:00.000-08:00

ooo. studied with Zabir, Rahman and Daniel. shared a lot of things with them, and a particular event happened which was unusual. although i dont blame that person. ^.^

People are studying hard, from morning till library close, while I'm at home playing Borderlands. Some of you might curse me, * sure fail one * , but naaaahhh. Ill definitely pass my O Levels. believe it. haha. its because I actually revised. i did not study, i just revised...

Coaching *ehem* my friends have its pros and cons. I just learnt that today. Its very terrible when you cannot do anything from afar. Its like, i want to help the people who are suffering due to earthquakes but I can't. Or, I want to help Brandon Lee and tell him that he was about to get shot but its impossible..! Distance. Maybe I should just sticky sticky. better rite.? sticky sticky sticky sticky sticky.

Yes. Im fortunate enough to have someone who wants something in this life so similar, or should I say the same.? hehe. Leslie.

K. Bye.

2009-11-01T02:59:00.000-08:00

off to studying.

Borderlands!

2009-10-31T12:46:00.000-07:00

Currently playing Borderlands! Great fun, after O Levels you guys should ask me for the disc and we'll play this game together.! A great game with RPG and FPS elements all mixed nicely.
Very addictive, and there are about more than 3 million guns in the game!!! That's crazy!

Wow its very early in the morning, like 4 Am now. I did not realise that I have been playing this game for the last hour... Dangerous!

Last Friday, Rahman Luqman and I went to the frontier library to have a look around. We met this group, there were 3 of them, and actually its suppose to be 10.! Amazing... I was thought as a distraction and disturbance to your concentration, I didnt know my distractions are equal to more than 10 people! Wow, Im really bad ah like this. Imagine that, me = more than 10 people. Silly, silly you.

Completed going through the Chemistry syllabus (as suggested by Chemist Hong, who showers me with affection) with the help of Rahman, which is 2 PEOPLE. But, we managed, and cleared everything, only now it all depends on the questions... This Monday I'll be heading down to school early, meeting the usual people to have last minute revisions. Maybe Leslie will be there, I don't know. But what I know is, im going to be something that disrupts your focus and concentration! Beware people!

Sorry, but I just cannot angs(take) this.!
byeee.

nama saya Rainnn

2009-10-31T08:02:00.000-07:00

To those who study non-stop in library, good luck (: .
To those who say im a distraction, i really don't know what to say... It must be your inability to concentrate. Lack of self-discipline. haha.

I know those who study in library (non-stop, from morning to closing of library) are aiming for A1s. Must, Get, A1s. Okay, good luck. Some (not some) say I am a drifter, floating away. well, i really don't know what to say, i guess its true. Drifter~

There are actually sell-outs who think that they dont sell-out! I learnt this from a good friend of mine a few days ago. haha. i believe him, because he is one who has not gone through stupid stages in life (hahahaha).

I now study with Zabir, Daniel, Rahman, and Luqman. Im selling out~~~ (NOT)
Im being a friendly teacher to them, coaching them and guiding them. but... some regard me as anything but a teacher. hahahaha.

Okay, studying now. GOOD BYE!

kraka-thoom

2009-10-31T05:23:00.001-07:00

just came back from a rainy weather.
i think ill lie down for 1 whole day...

btw, im using Windows 7 now. wahah.
kkae.

(yaw)n...

2009-10-29T08:35:00.000-07:00

At around 8pm, I reached Daniel void deck to study with him and Rahman. Ive brought 2 Chicken Soup, not exactly Chicken Soup, its more like Soup flavoured Chicken. I also brought 4 roti nutella... They were late so I finished them all. I also brought two bottles of orange juices and 1 of it gone because they were too late...

So we studied, and we managed to go through almost half of the syllabus, and still got a lot more to go... I think we can do it. Did Chemistry only, and we were so happy that we can get it right haha.

After that went to meet Hilary. Got to know Gilbert and Zay Linn were there too. Nothing much, went home after that....

Now reading Digital Life. Its just sad that Singapore the journalists are so pro-Microsoft. Everything Microsoft do they worship. How about the PS3 motion controllers ? They never preview it AT ALL. !

Computer Exam!

2009-10-28T23:23:00.000-07:00

Today I did my Computer Studies paper. It was actually quite easy.

So, today I woke up at 7.30, and Zabir was already at my void deck. He texted me and I woke up, haha alarm clock.. So we met Daniel and Leslie at around 8 at school library. We had intensive last minute revision, and Guo Bin's notes really helped us a lot. Thanks! So we went down to eat and went up to take the exam.

COOL OR WHAT!
HOW ABOUT THAT!

we had our exam in Ava room. It was chilling, hehe, and fun. I spend too much time concentrating on my handwriting on the first two pages that I didnt realise I had used up 40 mins! I panicked, but I managed... And completed the paper, with answers elaborated. First time. I hope I can get a B3 at least. That will surely help me a lot...

Okay, So Bored. BYE!

A New Blog!

2009-10-28T12:04:00.000-07:00

Blogskin actually. Changed. LOL. I cannot take it that you all cannot view my previous blogskin properly just because of a small thingy. nvm.

Time flies. O Levels will soon end. What am I going to do with the freedom? I think I want to share some things.

+Things I want to do after O levels+
1)Band.

I have the talent (ehem) for screamo, black metal, death metal, heavy metal, metalcore, progressive metal, thrash metal. I really want black metal, so I will audition myself hehe. Maybe I will even create a new genre, which combines all of the mentioned genres. Hmm, good idea. But, most probably, either lazy or nobody interested. =P

2)Create/join Underground Circle

After getting into the Black Metal scene, I figured it is necessary to join an underground black metal society. Its just to trade CDs, make new friends and best of all there will definitely be no matreps.

3)Create a new racing team

Its in the planning stage! There are a few people who are willing to make this dream come true (Daniel, Zabir, Guo Bin, Leslie, Raihan). A themed-based racing team, not going to mention here because this idea people might just take and say its theirs! So, its already planned, watch out for this in the next 5 years!

4)Play MMORPGs.

I just bought Aion recently and I have not played it much yet. After O Levels definitely going to play it. Also, PS3 coming out with a lot of MMORPGs, and the most exciting one is the MMOFPS which has 256 players in one match. Its like a war!!!

Actually, not a lot, and points 1 and 2 are just something that is unreachable. Still, I will fulfill the last two points, and get them done definitely.!

So bored. Kay, im going to study CS!